The proverbial thorn in the flesh… As Christians, I think that many, if not most, of us have identified (if not currently identify) with the concept of having a thorn in our flesh. Perhaps your thorn is a devilish, persistent temptation that constantly keeps you on the edge of teetering over the cliff into sin… or perhaps your thorn is a deeply rooted issue of a very specific sin; a seeming quagmire of iniquity that you just cannot seem to escape.
Perhaps your thorn is a weakness, whether it be physical, mental, emotional…
Or an illness…
Or a chronic disease…
Or an impairment of some sort…
Or… (fill in the blank).
The apostle Paul introduced the Church in Corinth to his own thorn in his flesh. In 2 Corinthians, chapter 12, verse 7, Paul writes, “To keep me from becoming conceited because of these surpassing great revelations, there was given me a thorn in my flesh, a messenger of Satan, to torment me.” (NIV)
The Amplified version goes into even greater detail in relating the effects of which this thorn should have in Paul, “…to rack and buffet and harass me, to keep from being excessively exalted.” (AMP)
Harsh words, and a harsh concept.
Paul goes on to say in verses 8 through 9, “Three times I pleaded with the Lord to take it away from me. But He said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for My power is made perfect in weakness.”‘ (NIV)
If we jump back to earlier verses in 2 Corinthians, chapter 12, we learn that Paul was caught up to the third Heaven. In the midst of this experience as well as afterward, Paul had no idea whether he was encountering the Heavenly realm in the physical or only in the spiritual. While in Paradise, Paul heard things he was not allowed to repeat.
The abundance, the preeminence, the absolutely superiority and sheer magnitude of the revelations imparted to Paul during this experience were so exceedingly great that Paul received a thorn in his flesh to keep him from “exalting himself (NASB), from “being puffed up and too much elated” (AMP), from “becoming conceited” (NIV), from being “exalted above measure” (KJV).
Can we even begin to imagine what Paul might have experienced and heard while in Paradise? As I ponder this question, I cannot help but quote King David, “Such knowledge is too wonderful for me; it is too high, I cannot attain to it.” ~ Psalm 139:6 (NASB)
… And here in lies a problem; the problem, if you will, which I believe to be that we have built a doctrine out of Paul’s thorn; a doctrine that is actually a prison for those who have been set free in Christ Jesus. This doctrine is a fool’s errand, one that I have gone on many times myself. Essentially, we read (or are taught) about Paul’s thorn, and then translate Paul’s thorn into our own experiences, presuming (or being taught) that because Paul had a thorn in his flesh, it must be appropriate, perhaps even necessary, or at the very least relevant that we too will or even must bear a thorn in our own flesh.
To state it as simply as I know how, we believe that since Paul’s thorn is in the Bible, and since the Bible is authoritative, then this concept and even experience must be applicable to us as well.
I propose that this is a twisting and a manipulation of Scripture, one that if left unchecked, will lead to our own destruction (cf. 2 Peter 3:16). Let us not be found among the ignorant and unstable people that Peter speaks about; those who have difficulty in understanding Paul’s letters, and therefore distort Paul’s writings to their own destruction.
Paul had a very unique, very specific experience that carried with it a very specific set of consequences. Paul’s thorn is exactly that; Paul’s thorn. There is much teaching and much conjecture about what Paul’s thorn specifically was. The details are really beside the point, which is why I believe, at least in part, that Paul did not reveal the specific details of his thorn.
Paul knew exactly why he received a thorn in his flesh. He knew exactly the source and the nature of his thorn. He knew exactly the purpose and the extremely specific function of his thorn.
How many of us can say the same about the thorns that we claim to have in our flesh?
Beloved brother or sister in Christ, if you feel that you’ve been given a thorn in your flesh, and even more so if you’re claiming a thorn in your flesh with no actual revelation of having been given a thorn, I admonish you to prayerfully seek the Lord in this matter.
If you are a “thorn-bearer”, please take the time and make some space to ask the Holy Spirit if you have indeed received a thorn in your flesh. If He says, “yes”, then continue to seek His counsel and wisdom. Ask Him why you’ve received this thorn, what is the nature and source of this thorn, what is the purpose and function of this thorn, and how will He be most glorified through you bearing this thorn if it indeed has been divinely imparted to you by the Lord.
While I cannot affirm either in the positive or the negative that the Lord gives anyone besides Paul a thorn in their flesh, I do believe that most of the experiences we as believers have with bearing thorns in our flesh are rooted in sin reinforced by misunderstanding and misapplication of Scripture.
For many of us, it’s far easier to empower sin to remain in our lives by labeling a sin issue as a thorn in our flesh rather than face the sin, deny the sin any power or place in our lives, repent, and pursue holy living. Paul didn’t receive a thorn because he was in sin; he received a thorn to prevent sin.
Christ came to proclaim freedom for the prisoners and to release the oppressed (cf. Luke 4:18).
“It is for freedom that Christ has set us free.” ~ Galatians 5:1 (NIV)
“…He Himself bore our sins in His body on the cross, so that we might die to sin and live to righteousness; for by His wounds you were healed.” ~ 1 Peter 2:24 (NASB)
“…His appearance was so disfigured beyond that of any man and his form marred beyond human likeness…” ~ Isaiah 52:14 (NIV)
Beloved, Jesus Christ bore thorns so that you wouldn’t have to! Allow the surpassing greatness of this revelation to wash over you.
Let us not be found so prideful, so arrogant to align ourselves with Paul in bearing a thorn without our own experience lining up with Paul’s experience of exceedingly great revelation given in Paradise. It is this experience that justifies thorn-bearing.
Let us not be found so foolish as to empower sin in our lives under the guise of bearing a thorn in our flesh. Let us not be found misunderstanding Paul’s words, twisting and distorting Scripture to our own destruction.
Let us instead encounter and experience His mercy; His tender loving-kindness which leads us to repentance.
If you’re claiming a thorn, stop. Break that off in the mighty name of Jesus. Do not give sin a place in your life. Repent. Pursue holy living. Christ has empowered us to do so. He died and then rose again for us to do so.